Hajamer Oshudh; an article in Bengali by Ayan- Parabaas Issue 29

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sA R AA^ AST S Z, U Accv   |

@Ac AUZ OAaU ~T j@ c^, jq c@FAv@ T UqS @ | q @UB  T | sk BAS, q @Ac jZSR UZ AS, TS  S @ZS cR | "Acc" rNAv ToF -T s T@ TFAxvABT w^ R s, c c  q q w^ c wa @ |  jv cI q s jr jZS@ BAvU ~-TAB@ AAmA "Acc" Ai@ gc ~c S | A@  LLR AA^ AST @ A@a AO^ jZSR  wa, q AO^AU@q jq UZ @r @ O @Aa |

j co @Sq ^ Sq s ~oAS@ TB Ar\ s oAv BSTS cO cAr gc Acm @ ,  U AST | oH TS @  s, AST "~U" rF ha AcSS | A@ j@v ZJAv ZUq cI s s, jq AcSS ~U ~U ~S@A@aq UA@ @ | AXf AcrsXo T @q s@S LL A BSF cOq cAr cFc @ a OUAhOn ToFT@,   SlAcq @, Ag @ATASBTq @ c TS ~TA@S mq @ |  q AA LL UUSUS BSF ~R cF@gc cFcY a jq ToFT, AcSS T@ TSK TS wJ A OR a jq co, s  s TAB@ Acr c @a, q AcrK Acr a Z-mha^FT ~AmL ~c | ~S@Qn Agc cU a j-@, ~S@Qn Qgc WvS Tl jTSgc BS a cA@a s, aAc Z   ~B^q pA w U @ r@ TS ToF pbgc A a AS Ag |

gc Z wU ~T r ~rwgc @S@T "c"-j OUS Sq | ~Xg j@ BPSA@ BwAZOA jq r - wH^, TB^, oS^, -j@ Bw Za @ATASBT-jq cA@a j@ JOATrAU An OU @ ~T rScFcm | jr gKw R empA@ AcAg^  A@ec^f AH, c -LLR j@ oH ~Uw gfL co ~T @U ToFq ~a; jce ~oAS@ g  j@Av TkU @H   g B jq ~Xg "JB" AmvT, s jq AcrU r AcAg^ ~U @A "AcAg^" TBcFcm@  q j@q   | cq ~AgSc jq AmvT | ASA BPSA@ Tc sTS j Sq, Sq @S@T PSA@ AavJvR | jq BSfA  s TSKBS ToF Acc@ aJ ZU ~T AcAm q, BSfA TkU @H s SfA- jZS ArrR BS | ~T Ac @A S jce Ac @ gAcR S | ~T TS ASAa | r^ AO |

@S ? A@ cJAO Za jq AmvT@ ? AS  AS @ UUSUS @  wHswF @R Ua ? @S ~T A@a j s S ? ~T A@  AH Aa ? j@r @Av r r@ rBS w Uq  q fgk w cA@a RUvUv @ c | w A@ c  S @ ? @ s q w ?

"UT" aAc rK A@^ | r n ... mwU, ""-~@f, - UwS@f qFA qFA ~fTcU AgUS TS q U S F ~Tf ZS | O AgUS @a@AaR SS | A@ c OFU BASaS @ |  jAS BL@ | BS Ok^ T@AcU |  AW JA Tm T\U | r@ Ac | Uq d  | ASTSsf S@ ~Tf Ogc Y S T, TAv   TZ sZS  ~S, ZSq S S @S @a @ sS cUa, ", i, OU i" (j@Tq AaU A@a sk TS a, gU U i@-Ai@ ASBH T @ cS), ~TAS ~Tf i JUS, vU vU, J w OU jU  A B, jQH s WAKU AgUS TZ ~JOAv @v AaU S, AU  wU T W | j@ATASv ToF AgUS @@ |  ASS c^  sR Tm @Sv II ZU wU | SF AB | ATA  SA@ JA | ~Tf m |

jce Tm w o sR | ~mf@ @c S s, jq  cFv Z T ~ATR ~Tf  q AgUS@ iFCAhaUT | rK s^  sZS TZ c U AB , ZS TS TS ~ATR AcB ~S^ AaUT | ~O cmc ~AT @ZSR jq@T ~o-Bw rSr X gAc c S  | A@ s , s AF AFq j@ ~r Tm @Sv c^ @ A c @  g @J @J, s ^ Tv v@ U A   ""- ,  ~Tf@ Z j@ m nH@ Ac | AF AF s @SAS  cJO ~c S, A@ dAU  maAc  wv o A sc, j@vS ~cAT R A ~TS q rZc | ~ jq AmvT Av@ @ rAv c |

~ sA \vv  ? sA Z s s " i" cU LLR ~Tf i US S ~M, Uv AgUS ~R @@v "AASAre vO" WAK X J LA WvU jce @SU c^q qU ? TSKU T ASO @ A wU s s W ?  U ?

 U ~ A@, "UT" V @ !

~ ~T A@ c Acc @T ? TSKU BT-@ w c sc Aav S  A@ v  ? @ BS |  S |

j@v ABAS UQHf ~AcArF, ~oS AA^ AST ~S@vq OU ~o-Bw v@, AST-mv   qcAT, av rA@U T TT cBSAcA | @S v@ bU ~o-Bwl AA^ AST ? j@v @H ~crFq U cFcA@ Ug, A@ o q co S | co jqBSFq s, ~o-Bwl@ ~S@vq Bfq Za AA^ AST | s Ac ~TBS @ i  S  AcdXo, s Aro SR  S @ZSR,   UU j@  @S-AST S   WAv, cmc @ cJAO-c ZS |

 o s@ BSfA@ @ | g BSfA FQgc  cr  r@ rK A@ @ | q Tq  @rF gv JA AB d @ | T^f  @ | jce AA^ AST AgUSR  @ | s rK A @a ASgc T Z | g AcoSg c UTxv AA@AAv-@S gC ~ @cFH AUr ~A (j ~w sJ @SFF, mfF, O@A @ ^S qFA Wva T^fT AQHF) ASTAv ~l T^f@ @U TS @U @S, ~crFq ~w j@Av Uc gKH I (cF "rkU") | j@T c c AST ~a | AF@ BSfA ~T  gv A Bq | jce "~ZA m"  rAmv Z ASq |

jq UZ A@ @S AgA ~a ? AST c @Tgc @S Ar\q A@  @S@T TAB@ AcS ~S ? AF TSK@ gAc @ A@a ASrS ~a, gUF dr BUTf UZ A Acc ~cS AA@gc mf@p, dr AccR UASS vvAm UZUAZ ~S@vq OAw UAaU TSK@ | ~oAS@ @UR drA "FvAS@ g" AS TMUcf O K mHf-g cqAv jZSR ASAKXo | AF O AST TSK ~SgkA@ mr @ ~S@ Agc | mgAc@gcq AST ~W @ QTR ~S@ cAr | q BSFq BdA ~cm j@  j@ "ASf" aAc @FSc^f @AaU, jZS "Rv"-@ AS Ok^ BUWU  aAcAv rK ~cAo Ave-cq ~v@ s | jq ~cm cU sq  s AmvT TZr ZU R aAc@ g Z AmvT jce HH AT Z O | jq AmvT@ cJAO ZAa ~T-HH @ wUwU @ sq, ~O @R ~v@ wU ~w WK Aq, WK Zq sha, gv U  Uwq-j@@ AcoT SfA, ~ Ok^ cFc @ cq | jce  l @cFH AUr ~AAv rKTK ABl Z U Uwq QAcQ Acc@ | WH o sR rS, ~cFcm, rKH-cA@a OU @ ~Agc |

~T Zc j@v wR  S |

~S@  cUcS s, j @ | OA@ s oS OS TZTAZ ~T   PSA^S BfcS,  ASTR q j@q ABAS Z @S TS  S | cq TS Z Uw, O pA  | gU sR s S | AS ZvZvAS , AcAco-AcAg^TF HH T@AcU @ , dAU  ~c q j@q ABAS SdS ~fS | c^ @ R AO j oS SwAvg AST | q @U-@U w-w S-Z-R TSK gA TpHU S T@ AST- AcU | AST U @ cA r@ gU s cA@a, ~jc jqc ZS kH c@AT | "A cO" cq A\T-AmvgU m R |  O j@ W IA @ A@ ASFSS ABS \v, j@T S@@ Z ~S^ R b b @B | AS Wxv BSF gU sR s  s@ S, \vS  ~ sc S @SAS, A@a@ !

A@ AFq A@ U @ cA TSK gU s cA@a ? c @S AcrK T AcrK AST ASAKXo , ^-c oU U AS c @ "~A@" A@a @Uq WOe-: @ R BSF ?

~U co w @S s |

"ZAB" ASTAv @ TS @ s@ | ASTAv j@ c ca wT-@-r- O@--~ aU@ AS-ToFAc s cA  @B @,  Ok^ ~cU U T s  | Tv AaU rf@U, @A ca ToF cO cAr rf AaU c, AncU ^W   ~F rf BT sAhaU aUAv s wTBT R AS @ | F @ S  SS BAU  , ~  o c^W SS oJ Tc^  T s |  sfA AUr @ , jce @ @ cFv oTO A QT  A | aAc rK aUAv cc ~ A cA  ~SF aU@ AS, Tp j@Tn cU-j@Av av JvAU AS sR BSF | prFAv j@T-AJA SfO JA cJ@ @a dH wpmTf |  OZ g, @H TS TS  ~of, j@ ASy cU@ F@f | ~qS J@ A UUR Tp cc @a  ZSf, ASB Acc@ @aR | BS of of jAw ~ j@ ~ A@-AJA TITAI TZTAZ  | ASmNo A s A@a Tk | jqc  w AvCAvC  v c  wU-AcS c@FcF q O BT @c ToFAc,  A@a cU Sq | qAvq c n Ac, ^SR | A@ A@aq  S | gC wU U@Av cU, "~Aa cc"| jce of SfO ST s | ~T AcAm q | ~F^ ~ AO U a cA ~A |

wv c  S | |

TpHU S  cUAaUS s cFv AAS @AaUS A qha@pgc, TSK@ w | Rq j@v O s QH ~cAo ASTAv pA-@ TO Acr T@ R A AS sc,  cIq |

TSK@ w |

A@ ~T "ZAB" AZ S | ~T AZ "B" | TB scf SfO AcdXo j@ TSK Uq, jce ABl-R |

@H, S ZU jq AmvTv j@v d@  s  !

jq UZ ~S @TS UwU ?