Bengali memoir by Mihir Sengupta

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BfcS @S AcrK A@a  Ri aS Ai@ @f ABASAv An @,  cU Zc @AiS | ~T@ ~B@U r Acr A@a A@a TSK UZ@ Ac BSS | cFv ~T @a gfKH gc ~mAm@ | j@ F s ~AT av c ZS r@ cq AUZAa | AUZAa A@a c^R AcAg^ nAn@ | c ~S@q gU Uwa, ~c ~S@  AhaUFR @aS | re c AS^ @Svq ~T TS s UU Sq jTS co @AS | sJ re @S J sTS, sJ AS^ @S JR TAS ~T@ UZ@ Acq s wHF @S, jq cFAvq ~T ~mAm @H |

~AT @-AAF@ cU s cI,  Sq |  c QTR ~T Sq, qhaR Sq | ~AT s AUAZ, rm gc @ s @S Acgw U s,  AS Acm Ac@ ~a | A@ c ~UOS sc S | ~AT s Aa, jZS q  Ri AcK A@a F cUc | c j@R cU AS s, ~S@ @ cU R  ~U @v ~Sq @ sc | jqc cp^ cU ZU @ sS cUq TS  |

Tq cU ZAa, AF pA @c cU @UT  ASqAS | AF Qn c AcrU Acmp cF | ZS sJ AcOH @S, QT, H jce @T ~S, J ~U coAcg | TSF j@BS  AcrU Acm QnAv ~Skc @KH, cS, H qFA @ QT ~Ao@f,  Ssf U lS QT | cA@ cArgw av c ~er J O jce QT ~S AF c @S | ~T Qn, s @SR kcASA Qner AaU S, e T @ @KHswf @ PA @R AS | c A@aq j@v mAc @ | ~T mA cAv c ok, @H  @pq ~kH jUTU jce ~SrfUS A | qeAB gK s@ home-work cU,  ~T Qn jq ~A@Al@ s  cHS RR UBBS@ | ~S@q  jq sA  T cS S, ~c j@ AS^ Z sA cU ~ZF cS, A@ ~UF K ~@ jq F cFF Sq BSR ~AT  @ AScpA sOt @AAS | jq ~SrfUSfS AaS ~R j@B j@v, c R ~Ao@ @H  ~a | A@ c TSKFBfcS mgAc@ ~SK Tn |  cF@ AccHf ~T OS UgF, ~jc, Sd\UZ ASyBS |

A ~AT AUAZ, ~ BSF cr ST srR a | ~ AS | j@BS @r@ a cq j UAv c s ceU AF Bw kUg, ~crF jZS c ~A, cmv U RU UZ@ @ m^ | sr cFv ~ Oq @T QTrUf S, sAR AFBw AT cAT r @AaUS, sr BSF AUAZcS S | A@  @ rS @ ? U@ ~B@U BF^ rUf c @q wAF @S,  T gk R i@ @ Sc | sr c T cm, ~c  sA a ~Q STfAT An@ OA  @q Sq | sr ~ Oq fWmf jce  m S T UF | ~oT TSK@ s^ O @  | TUOS Q cpl @xv@ Oq sr Amo ~crFq ~Ao@ gwF | SOl Rq Tc@F cU R cAT U@-@vQ AcXo S S | cf^S cUaS, @xv@ Q qUR,  AcXo @Ac QT ~a | @Av cAT q | j BSF co me DrR cgQ @ T  ABg c @ UU IS | TSKF  KA nf | ~c j@R  TS c s TSKF TB ~Ao@er Fq wf ASyT @T ~r@ ~SH @ QT S | e sv@ ST sr a,  BSF ~T A@aTn UU Sq, j@ BB TSc S | o jv@ cU A s sr BSF b@ bU AvS FeUATv jZSR mgc ~r @AS | re rAm S ~mAm co @vq  TH | ~mAmv ASB ~QT @ TF@ oH @UFHq | ZS "ZK Acw mp:, :ZK ASdAXTS:" j@T Tl LLrS Sq |

U j UqS jUT @S jce @fgcq c ? q w\ cUq jQH II AvS | ~T UZUAZ BfcS c cAr AS S | sAR j ~w cUAa s ~T @S mA c Sq, A@ v ~eAr@ F | j@oS mA g g  OUAaUq, SU 'Ex Nihilo' cFv U @fgc ?

av c @ Apc @cFOO O ~crFq ~T ToF cF@gc gc UAaU | gU@ eA@ ccF AaUS ~ScF ~U jce fS ATkA | o j@Av cF J ASU ZAa,  jq FOS | OS^ J eA@, PcKA@ ~@THF @ j^ AUZAa, q Acr scS | o jq FOS @ ZAS@ cAU | ~T mpA, @U A :T ASAU s ~S^ ec ~BR cS @,  AOn@\ c To, sAR q To ~c AcKu-TA | W OU c @S@T ZFcm Sq, av gqcS  AZ @Ja, cUFco T SS BUSAS | cq ~I cpA, cc F ATU ZJBaS | s  Aci@ m @AcAv d aAcAv -

.... Ar Ar ATU @Aa B
AOa cA JA c c
T  cA  
 ZJB Z @f ?
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Rw U R JA R UZSf
s @A  @ jZAS
j ArAZa jv@ rZAS
@f @A ~ v !

~crFq T jT c@F cFc  oS S | QH  FAv Tn, a^ jce CA ~QTF ~Jv Jv  AcF ASvUAv a | cc gkTS^ gJ  ~aS | US @^ J@ mr @a S | T mgcw gc jc TF, AS@co c@rkSF | BSS, A@a cUU @AcUg cHf S c, j@AS S ZU TSK TS |  O @f AUZAa rS | ~wF J@ S  jce v wZ acU F @ r jw ca cf ~T@R | ZS cIT S cv, c cI c U  Z @Ac c F, sq cAUS @S, @cF Oq ~Ao@ ~S^ Aa,  AZa jTS j@ r sZS ^ - \U  @pA@ ASW, AT ~c cKH fc@ ~r Q @ | Qo, AS qF@ rfA@ rR ZS ha  s | ~ qc mpA knq ~T ToF w U @ j@ mAc | j  ~R @ j@^ ASBm AS: sA P@r | qT ~gc jce FTfS ~Aggc@ ASmp ZAaU ~T T A@r ArQ AcK | j U AaU AXAco | Tv TL@ QA@ | q@U iS AS cU AXo gc rS @ S  | BfcS wiS AT@ m @q AcrpUgc c R Tcf aUT  c Ri sw S R BSF mgc AOmf AS: jce TUS@AU @ | jq sTS j@v A@, ~ A@v gU T^ TrS | c US, cI S cI ww, c ~Sswf w^i jce ZSR rpU ~gc | ~\ c jq AcrpU @ v ~Sgk AS, ce q@U @UB sZS rS @AaUT, ZS jq T@ rS BSF TS cr j@v ~e@ KH @T | Ai, AiSf, jTS @f ArQ@ ~oF@ ~S@q ~T TkUF i cF@ AaUS S, j@T TH  | JR ~T c ~S ~oFS cF@ To @r @S |  cIAa jv sv ~T@ -OUA@ m @a v ArAQ @AS | UZUAZ BfcS j gU T^ gc vq a | dAvS rS c UZUAZ ~gF cc ToFR AaU S | AAS ~c J UZ j@ cHR @SAS a BSF @R Fw SSAS | AUZS, T T@ rSS,  wT j@BS cXo@ | cF  s^ | J c UZq AaU F | a^  ~TSF ZU | rNOS Q DKHf | c OS ASTHfA woAS@ | ~oAS@ @Ac cU ZS s cIS ,   ~AfT AcpG AaU J | jTS@f s @\UU sw AcK J @a j j w\ SAa, s wf J j@BS @UBBfcS c^R AaUS, q @\UU wf cW @AcR AAS j@T ~ a^ @S S | cf^S J @a rK@ | @\UUf @Ac cFcY T, lQ, ~S jce a^ ASfQ XoA J T fAT ~^  ~-@cFAO AaU | TI TI TS  AAS co cFU Ai@ cIS S |  gU gCa | cIAa, cIS AAS Ai@q, c SSL@ wH @ SwA@ s J  AaU S | wTfH ASm BfcS fWAS j@ cXo @U @Av, @UBBfcS O ca SwA@ co ~ Ac@Ar AS | cFv ~S@v @Ac @@c T ~ @f | AAS cf^S@ wH @ SAS | T, ScfS sw ~ha^ J@ J Bw ~v@ ZAaU | cc jq cFv wgf gc, J @AcBfcS ~orAo@ ca  UZUAZ @ Aw ~T@ gAc @a cU TS , sAR @Ac ~T UZ c OS TZF cS S | jq s @Av cUUT, R s c Ai@  S | i@ BSS ~T OS wS jce ~AU@ F cFc @v cF@ | jvq  PAn@ Ao@ | c jq T ~AT sv Aa, AUAZAS  A@aq | j@v Z cr A@a F UZ @l @ cc@ AZAaUT | OZ cAU AAS Zv l AAaUS | A@a T^cF @SAS | cIAaUT, Rc ~T c S | ZS c c  | sMcS@U ~c O @Aa | c  kc Acrv @q a | a O @ ~ U@ qAS | jqc WvS@ sA ~T cf@UfS UZUAZ mAc AT@  o s c q | AS OfS ~c@F cr @gcq  a re c T AUZ jce re AUZ T a | AXf ~c@FAvq jQn ~Ao@ @s@f @a | c j@v @ ~crFq F s gUT^ s A@aq @, BfcS oS A@aq s S U |  s A@a AaU,  v@ v@ cf@U UZUAZ sha @B UAwAa | j cFv kHq cc ~gF @  @ | AAS TI TI, il ZU j@ ~o UqS jZS RZS AUZ ZS,  U BS T cFc @S |

~AgS r@^UT Sv@Av J Zc A AaU | cm of c Sv@q, qeAB, ceU jce emp, J ~Hf i-AcK AaU |  ToF @ @SR AcrK eU @ZSR @ZSR J FOS mkAU  | qc j@v Z Z AUZ ZS AAS  T | j@T j@Av @Ac \UZ @Aa H Ac | yT^ R r@^U ToF Ql R  AT@ s, B r@^U@ cUaS, SSk @TUF To@: KFA w^ TnH | r@^U U ~rTcU | SwA@ Os BSS S | B eU  Zc U Ar J, ~^K H A@e @A ? - To@ @TU w^ Tnq  S | B jq @Av sA cTS Sf mofS sw @S mAgTSf SwA@ ^f@ AAS @S, ~c wTfH UUS@R, c  s sMS @mc Ac rAmswF ~o   AcK ^ Sq | @SS, To@ s U U To Z j F jZS c | r@^U rAv jq U s AAS ~rTAU, ~HFA UR  sS B Q ATUS ~T^Hq | j@ ~T ~B@ cFZF | j ~SF cF@ cFZF cf^S @aS | A@ cc Qn jq eU Av T B o AAaU |  @AcAv AO U jq eUAv@ ArST @ | @AcAv Xop @Aa -

jq s rFTU KT g
         Amo rfU AvSf o
     of Z  OH AUR
     A@rU sS cBS g |
       ia AU
         @AT @S dHf@
       ~o @Sc
         f ~o Ar o |
      cU Z mwR k
         ~AT cAU Z TA cJo
     cA@ FAB ~B Sw s U
         k bU@ AS To |

cU cUF, @AU  RT PZT gc-eATrH jZS j@ OTl@ Tos pA @a | ~T emp AF fA, ~QTHf @T rS jce ~Xo XopA cFc LLR ~S@erq Apgc cU | AT@ mA c AcK jv@q ~ ccF | j ls s ~T BfcS @v  sMcS @U @SAS gc AZAS | TSF UZUAZ ~c j sZS ~TSF T, ~sAO, ~P@f, ~UMA@@ @p-cpA T Ug ha, ZS U ~ AS @H v@ BSFR H @   | A@ ~T qc AS g wa OZ BU | ~B aq r s AUZAa   qc AS aWS AgB TW aAcTn |

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BfcS ~Ag jce  mpAq TkU j@BS UZ@ UZUAZ @H | j@T j@v @ rXo @AB T S j@Av UZ AaUT cU TS a | AAS cUaS, ~Ag s TS A c ~c@r  S,  UZ@, AAF@ c O r Tn | @AU ~F^ F cUq TAS | mpA, AcrK, cUFmpA B Ta sc S | ~c q mpA Aegw B sA @ cF, cS, ~S ~ASdXo c, c  gc  ~TpF-@U | j  mpA-@U ~, To, A, @K qFA cl UgF-m Acm H UZUAZ Bwlv w Ri | j@ sTS j@BS @ AAF@ Qn F, TSq F ~T T pseudo-UZ QnR | UZ @Av UZ@ rN Ac@\ Ac rXo ATSfr wmTf Trq j cFc | o ASUT | cFklA sA kn, s ZU  ZU, e s UZ  UZ | ATSfr cUaS s jc j@v ~Acy J T m\ cAXo jce To^ U@ Q c AS | j BSF AAS J QHB^ Sl ArAv @a Hf | TS , AAS ~T UZ@L AcK qAS rAScf ~ Tf qm gc Zq w\Av ~cH @AaUS | ~jc, ~AT j@BS UZ jce ~T cl OS@T ~Ago oTn UZ - ~SF A@a S | A@ jc  @ | ~w @ ce A sq |

~Ag @ cUAaUT | TSK BfcS cvq ~Ag S | jTS@f @A@i wSR | Qn BfcS ZJAvSAv ~SK @Sv@q c ~T  Ac @ S @ A ? c @ ha @ @ TkUF Aq c S @A ? BfcS ~Ag @ sJ wgf @p , TkUFcS TS @ wH @S jce c AcAOn S@ UANo @ AF @r @ QT S, Jq UZ@ cOF | ~Ag  jce  l Od  PrA\@ AcrSvq cF | ASB@ q QT ~Ao@A@ TS @ mo ~T Sq |

A s sv@ AUZAa  mAc@ ~mf@ @ A S | j@v BfcS  @T @ S |  AcAOn ~BS@ ~mf@ @c @f @ ? BfcS AT@ c gMwAU@ ~cmS sMcS dq AcS @ U ~T BfcS TMU S Qn j@v c @T cU kOS U | ASm \Uf-@A^@ mS j@v QNo SwA@ ~c  Ar  AwAaUT ZS | cMAXo@ Tv ToF ToR S | ~S@H QTvR  Sq | U UZUAZ j@v TvTAv ~c ToF @R g @ @S H co @AAS | cO c @ U ~ \UfBfcS ASmv @ j@c TB ATrAaU | SwA@ BfcS @H @SAS ~T@ ~@AK @ AS | cq  ~cUF Sr UR SwA@ BfcS ~UZF ~T dAO \UZswF gc ASTS jce  ~FcAo |

~T pf ~wB ~F^ av c @q AFOO @ | ~T BS AiAAi gq | s Tv @ cUAa, ZS  jce  TTSm c^ @Ac AS A@a A@a OO @, AUZR @ZS ZS | q cv jce Kv r@ d q Tv @Acq cUF sw | fTf ZS ToF wwS | AcG , cXoc, TS TZ H ScfS gfKHgc OU | A@ ScfS ~UOS ~ kH ASc@ r Ac ~T AmA  ASAT R LR  s @Ac  c AUZ  A@aq ~T TwB b@ S | j@Tn BfcSS^ a ~SF @Ac AO @cF @Ac ~T @a oJoJ T TS  | TS , J sS rN AS, a^ AS U@OA ZUaS | q ZU ~AT sS O, o  sR | J jce ~wB R  c^ AO @Ac oqvq @ ~T SwU cq | jq Tv ~T Zc @ T AaU | @Ac A ~@KH  c @q | @Ac cI S  c UZ ~TF, v cF BSFq O fSTSF gwT | ~SgkA s SS mrA^ @ cMAXo@ m   ~^AA^ ~UMA@@ ~cr pA   Ar ZJB T S | BfcSS^ co T ~oAS@ STof @Ac, AsAS J fceU CAU@  U ~ ~cmS ASBS oS Q ~U T B ~T@  o @Ac j@ Ag^ F@ AS waS | ~SF BfAc c Tp @Ac @q ~T  q T @S esw @SAS | ~S@ fSTSF ~S , o , c AcG , ofS , ~AB , cXoc qFA A@a A@a SwU Aa | A@ ~BR TS , ~oAS@ c  ~oAS@, s ~B@ cMAXo@ sslF,  BAvU ~T BSF S | -c cowTF cr mAc rT jce oS ~AT @AAS | Qn nAvv ~Tq, @Ac S | ~T ~Ag c co ~oAS@,  ~oAS@ qFA cFU s @S wF e Sq  BSF ~T co jce TS wiS^q c f | m\ ~SrfUS cvq |

~wB BfcS SSS U jce BAvU ~UAU W Acw r@ Kv r@ @ UZUAZ@q j@Tn @T Ac ~cUcS @a jce ~FcAo  OU | c j@v s J TS fA B^AaU s, wFe AS@Ke@cFT.T- @Av j@ Tl F | cAo J oS Sf | jq T @q ~AT   cQH A\c@ | i@ Ac sTS ~^ T@, UZ m F ZJAvSAv c @icAUAwA @ ~e@R ~T KU~S |   @S Ug  @f S BS Sq, c ~T @ b ~ ~S^R ~AfT | R AAF@ ZFA ~B ~ w\ @ S | j R  HTo i@ Ai@ eZF s @S TTA@ UZ@, w\@ @a DK cF | cFA jce AAF@ ~AgABl S  ~T L aR jTS j@v @ ~a s  c ~AT @ZSq ZU @ @@ cI c S | j@v U@ @ o cU A, ~AT  a ~Sf |  UZ T i@ sA   AXfBS ~AT | ~^, w r@ 1993 U s^ j @S cFF WvAS |  ca @ ~T UZUAZ c c aUZU d, s jZSR OUa | A@ ~AgAB TSF j@v avw\ a, AUA Z @ a  cS  s^ Sw AAS jTS j@v UZR R sc S | jq Tv @q ~T UZ TSA@ c, A, @ qFA @kA R, ~AT ~ ~w T AXf i@ Sq | c TS A@a AcAha^R Sq |

c gq c T UZ@ U av Q UZ@ R TrA@U | c gc  ~AScsgc, Qn, av R q |  @Hq d @ ~AT  o AUZ Oq @AAS | @UR s  F@q ,  AcK ~AT AS:^ AaUT |  QTq ~T  S | j@Hq @AF ASoA AcAo ~T UZ Qn AZAS | v ~T TMAU@ S m^,  AS AcO i@ |

~Ar r@ w A@, j@c d, ~AT O@Akn AaUT IZ SSS BCU jce ZAS ~U | cAr gwv @vAaU OJAO jU@ | ZS @B @T AaU AcAg^ ~HF@ BSBA ^S-AcK@ | fWAS   TUTr @ sw AaU ZS | ZF TB@Tf jce UZ@ Tr cf ~r  T cr A@a ASc^ AUZAaUT, sU l@UfS cA@ An@ J S @Ar AaU |  S r@ @U^ An@R ocA@ cr @@v cAAaU | ~T ~F^ rXo jce gSoFf  SfU SrT jce rf SfU T^f qhaq cFv WvAaU | 2007 j cqTU vJ  cAU ST j@Av av cq wCAOU-j @rS c @  | ja ~Acf / BSBA AS ~ A@a UZ O @AAS | @ An@ vJ  @O ST AS jq cqj UZAU ocA@ cAAaU | v c 1997 @ 2002 U s^ | j cq  @ | cq AcKAv H:AcSFA @ AaU |

~AgABl S
~c ~AgAB  AA |  r@ ~w ~AgABl ASAT UZUAZ @ S | A@a w\v\ AUZa ZS jce avc, STf ~STf An@ c @r aS ~AT A@av O AaUT |  @H AaU jq s R ZS @A@ cUWv ~Aocf, @U@  @ TSF | BSF R UZ AS n An@  MJaS ~T ~No @T AaU | , Av An@ \UZ @ TfOfS | j@Av cA@ jce ~SFAv jQH | jq Av An@q  r@ cF@ dH UZ@ AT@ A c cF dLkH gkAT@ US @a | cA@ gkAT@@ sAO S BASR j@v @ cUq  s j @rS sL ~gc ~F^ @v AaU | ~B gU eroS @  i@ @a c B AaU S | ~AgAB AcZF w\ cerf, s@ ~r @ Anf SvFem AToc TZoF AOUS cerf Sv@Av mS @AaU,  cA@q T @r @AaU | Sv@ Ac Av ~gkkc TUF ~BS @AaU | ~AgABl fW@U cUWv cc @U Anf WAS emr AaU jce  @ ToF ~Ar T @U Sv@ AS @B @T TvTAv gUq @a |  Tv ca j@c c ~AT R @a sT jce F@ cq ~^ TZS@ o @TR RZS | AF, Sv@ qFA AS ZS@ ~ ASU ~T ~F^ TkUFcS jce To mpA  ~a |  Tv ~T BSq cF@gc AFi jce ~UOS T @AvAa | ~AgABl ZS mSf nAn@ jce @U@R AcAg^ AUvU TFwABS ~S@ w\, av SF, c^ @r @ cr ST @a |

R cOq \UZswF UZU c  jQH, mAc, T qFA @U@ @A^@ An@AU | ASB UZUAZ mA @ cU Aw ~AgAB @ j cU @H jq s R j@BS U UZ@  Ri jq mAv  AS^ s @ ~TR sS j@v Q mA Wv OUAaU | ZS ~crF v S ~AT UANo @AAS | ~AT sAR  ~ A@aq  AiAS | A sv@ s Aa,  ATAmn mv j@Tq | ~AgAB o  ~T UZUAZ o @S@T ATUq s Sq, j@ ~T i@ cq BSS, A@  TS ~crFq j S s ~AT  @a ~M Hf Sq |  H ~T   UZ gc BAS S cv, c  mv s ATAmn @ cUAa  ToF ASA, ~c  s @f @ ~AT Amgc ASBq cAIS, ~O ~Sgc @A |

~AgAB UZ ~T ~c gU Uw | A@ j@T @ZSq ~T qha AS s Rq@T UZ T@ @A, ~^ O @A |  @H co jq s, ~AT ASEO @ BSAa cFv @T ~M c S | ~T j@T j@v ~Sgc ~T ToF sS ~^UfS AaUq s  UANo, ~Ag ~erf ~ATR jce s  mS OTl@, q ~T ~Ugc O Qn ~Ao@ jce ~fS | @v  F@ TS  , c @STq  ~SF wMc ASB@ wMcA^ @ ASco ~e@ S |

UZUAZ Bw ~T b@ v jvq ~@Am@ s ~T i@ @ Acrq @ OS S j AaS ~T ~M @S mA AaU | jq ~@Am@ ~Scr AS AA @ AAF@ @ @  TS TASq SS@Tgc Ac @  S, sAR qc  ~T@  mrq @S, cU s |  @H jq S s ~AT J Q cpl rN @fU@ X AcXo qS |  @H jq s, ~AT @pq J QT@ r cU Acr @A, @SS J UZ ~AT A jce  To q | Q^ ~T ASB UZ fS ~T@  ATTSq Z |  s@, jq mf XcS TT T ~@Am@ ~Scr @Av jc cAU |

1992 j rf r An@ rXo ~oF@ S OMof Trq T^S ~c gfTA OA OO ST@ OSAv @Ar  |  cA@ ~er cf Accf AF  @Ar  kH Ug @ jce sT m@@ i@TS TA @ | r j OSAv  ~AT jce ~T Acm BS ~c U@ jce BS co @A | c kB ceUr cArU AwAaUT | ZS jZSR ~T gCO PAn@ gS jce jZSR v rU cTS | j ~w fW cc  1986 U @ kB RZS s d @AaUT | 1986, 1988, 90 jce 1992 jq O ca rf gTHq ~T @a c BST jce wb SmvFUAB@ AaU | jq T ~Ag R TWOS U @AaU ~T@ | q S UZ, ~ q UZ gMwAU@ ~cmS  Jv gTH ~T ToF jTS j@ ~US UAaU s  AHA Tk@@ cOU @U | ~SA-AcUc ~AT j@ fW,  ~Ar p n AUZ, S ~ Ai@S Ai AUT |  J ApdK  jce TA^A vR iUT | v c 1993 j BSA cA c | A@aAS c ~c AOAiv  jU j@ZS jFwT Tl TSF @@Av UqS | ~ @f AcAhaA  ~Q O, sS Z S R Ae aAc  jFwTv w Uv ~a | AOAi AcK cmR q@T - ~AT @S cA aU, @ A@ qFA | ~TS AOAiZS jq Bcc ! o j@v @ AaU rK UqS, ~wTf BS T @U@ ~Aa | Z c | gcUT, jv  U | Zv @fgc c ? AS ~ ASB ~T @a ~cS S | @U@ jU ~T@q J @a s c | A@ AAS icS @,  @f BAS ? Ai@Sq BSSAS A@a | ~c j@v U  AUT ! TS ~r AaU cr  j@ZS Bcc c | sJ ~ OTl@ j@ZS cq cB Tl @a,  AOAi S BAS @ ^ c | gfKH T wUT | TS cr gR U j@v | gv @H, ~oF@ TSK, ~T  aFcU cOU (cZAB) sA d S | jqc  JO gc gc BS T @v gUq AwAaUT | A@ AAS jAaUS | ZS AU mvfv ~T ~A | Ai@Sv AOAi Rq AaU |  @ASf ~T i@ BSS | ~T q ~Ar p AOAiq ~T UZL @p ZA | jce v Jq ~S |  A@a cAo ~@ j@ZAS @pr m@  AHA, Ao@ @pr Tr j@Av gkAT@ | cf@U T^H qFA OS j@Av e@US c U AAS TkU nAv ZSR iJ AAaUS |  RZS @q d cU s | UZAv BSA AaU, sAR  ToF gU ATH AaU UwTa jce ~S^ cAUr QR  AcA @AS |

jq ~Agv ~T@ f @U ~AT cArU AcK ~R aAv cq, av c,  AUZ UUT jce c^ cU d @U, qU jFAS UFZ@ qU ? j ST sA UFZ@ R , c qUT | o TS ToF j@v ZOZOAS sS @ @f j@v gUgU A@a  wa | ~T i@ co ~T@ ~AA r A UaS | SOl cTv avc rZS cq j j@ZSR UZ@ Ac ~T ASB pA @H U S @S ? s AcKcpQ jce AAXow T@T ~wAH i@ Ai@ gUc jce re ~T@ ~Aggk @a, m jS Aa, R j@v  R\v qha @ S @S ?

jq c AS jZS s AUZAa, ~T ~SFSF UZ T R mpAOHq | ~U mpA-~UZF a, ~SFA@aq ~T TwB c @UT ~S | cUq Sq A@a |

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(c-41, T, 2008)

jq UZ ~S @TS UwU ?