In memory of Subinoy Roy--A Bangla Essay by Alaka Datta

In memory of Subinoy Roy--A Bangla Essay by Alaka Datta - Parabaas Issue 33

c c@mv (kH)

@Ac

w\/TFOS/Sv@

SF

c^/BfcSf/mpA/AF gK/~AgoS/qA..

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~^BU kH wfAcS

mH -- AcS 

~U@ 

cf^f ~SSF cFAL AcS @ ~T UT ~\ A@aAS ~w -- w BSA T  | cf^f Bwl @p ~q fS U J H | ArfAU R Ymrf cf^f gw sw @ ~T cA UT | jq ~gc c QA nTr wgfgc ~Sgk c ~wTf ASAU |
AcS  ewfA@ Ao@ J Ac @ R | cQ|TB fT Acr c aS AAS | rA^AS@S J fArQ d | cf^S @a wS rZ Ug sw J AaU | PrUBS TBT @a AAS ASATgc fArQ @S | wf OOR AAS @AaUS | AcG WS Hf ~rKO^ c^FoF @a o ArZS | jB R cJAr Zc gU cB S | jq@T ewfA@ Qv J fBfcS d | rA^AS@S ArQ rK U @U@ j cr ~\cq J Ar\fBfcS d  s | J T hOArAQ w@ Zc @T R s | BfcS AAS ~eZF wS waS | j@c cf^S ASBm PcArF wS -- s J "~S wS" -- @ d @ gA U o wS cq AAS J ASBm cUfU TTmrf wA@ AcrS @aS | cf^S o wS Qn J ~cS ~TSF | rmf wrf f cF@H Ai@ Z wSPrUf pA @ cO @AiS @B | A@ AcS  wgf ~kH, wASg, @AiS U wSAU  gc ~Qu Z ~A Bq w s S R r ~Sgc j@ ~fA^ gc pA @S  TS  AAS AFq wS A  TS X ZUaS | ~c Xo, TAB AaU J @i | an c^ d PrUBS T^cF -- "sTS R @i, TAS UcHF R AcrS | R @i  UB  swf s^ |" cf^S wS cmAc@q  R gc cFZF ~f j@ S^AS@ kH  i J @i |
AcS  @TBfcS rAr J fBfcS OU @ | w^wA@ AcF ~BS @ AAS AcU sS R ZS @ A qAS mvFAvAv@FU qSAmvvFv-j swS @S | @U@ ZF f ArQS wfAcS 1941-j A d @q AAS ZS ArQ@ @S | wfAcS  @U@ rZ j@ T @ US J ASBwp mA  | 1948-j AQHf mA U ZS T @q ArQ@ R AOU@ Ac swS @S |  wfcfA, w^cf qFA ASR AAS f ArQ@ @S | ArQ@ Ac AAS AaUS ~QA@ ~q ~r | J ArQS HUf AAS AaUS cAT | f ArQS Qn mw AAS AaUS ~fc sLrfU jce U U c^ ASZJgc @ | J AO "cf^f oS" j@Av ~A TkUFcS w^ -- ArQf, w@ jTSA@ ~SF ArQ@ Q ~A BSf | J ananf ToF ~S@q ~B AcZF Ar\f Ac AA -- ~Ag i@, eWATn , f WK, S  TZ | ~A TSSrfU  ArQS T TA@ J Ar\f ZAS@v O  s | BSA c O BSF AAS @SAS cFm SAS, mf@pA ~QR ZSAS | oS: f l@K oSq cf @aS | A@ ~\AS ToF f @cF-OS, ASZJ mQH, w-AcrKH, U U co, TAB To @i, ArfAU wA@ BSF AAS cf^f Bw cT mS ~Ao@ @ SS jce fOs ~Ago gkAK S | ~@rcHf r ca R AAS ~SS @aS | TS  T j@@ ~SS eZF QnR J@ ~AnT @ @ AS | J wR wS ~wAH @, @Fv R AA a | r-Acr Ymrf f AcrS @ r R ArQf dAOcS @aS, j J ~SSF ~cS ; @H J wS TS j@c Ag AS s @ A@a UANo R ArfUS |
gf wAwHf ~^ASA gc  cf^S J wS @cFAv j@ ~ TF-oS @AaUS | jqBSF cU  gf f AF qA cf^f j@Av AcrK fo  ia | AcS  TS @S R cUS "ceU @cFoTf f OS l@pT ASrS R  UR @s cf^f@ gf f AAQ wH @ c | ewfA@ T@Ai sFq cf^f TkUFS c jce k gAcKF gf fq j@Av m^ o Ac sw sw cA  OUc |" wf hOArAQ AaUS AAS | hOf wb AF R fgcS J@ cf^S wASg of fAU wq XXo @AaU | J T jq s wS Zc @T w@q j cU eZF waS | cm cf^S jq wSAU rS R rZ ~w@ AASq ~T ToF BAw AaS | rA^c WK cU waS "dc AA^ gw kB s wSAU@ fH @ U ~A @AiS UR  wS  @r AcS Q reSf |" cf^S wrf ~S@ wS AAS waS | o wS ToF AA^gC -- Bw AT B (@S, OMU), Bw Bw  (AU@ @T, R), ^ jZSR @S (UAU, J@U),  TcU cUf (ATr @S, OMU), gYAAc@r HAcTS (aSv, J@U), ^ c ~S^ (qTS@UFH, J@U) qFA wSAU f s  AcAr a  j@@ USfS | cf^S q @Av -- "ewf  wAwSf S, ewf gc wAwSf" -- sS Tk  Ri J wS | oT UR J wR Bw S BFlm (cw), ow f (S@f @S) qFA wS w R U @ aA  R gc j@ ~kc TBU pA a | jqgc cf^S ZU, v R ieA ~ s wSAU AAS waS cR ~ST wf AA  ia | AA^gC ZU s wS ToF ~AB TT BfcS (~S, AnU), j @f j ^ rg (qTSgkAU, AnU), Bw ~S^s (cf^S ASBm ZU s OS), YS^ScS (UAUwMf, IJU), @ s oR U (ATt-T\U, AnU) qFA AcrKgc \UZswF | cf^S ASBm AA^gC v j T ~cH (qTS, ~i@) c j @f @dH, @dHT (c, ~i@) AcS  @i ~TSF PSHF AcAr a | AcrK @ \UZF j T ~cH wSAv s Q AAS U waS  Acm@ R ArQHf | jq c wSAU ToF ~Ao@erq cf^S cQ|f s, sAU wS ~oFAL@ ~A gAcv wgfgc Amkv |
ZF fcFAL BFr ATn cUAaUS, "~T fWBfcS c AwAcBf Rm jce w@wA@ ZAa, A@ AcS  TS f j ArAQ cFA ~BR ~T OZ AS | @S^ gAcZF Rm wS wqaS, A@  Ai@  cJo Sq, jce v J @SR o AS | Q^ AcScc@ ZAa @@ @ ASZJgc S cJo AhaS jce  q^BU aA a | cf^f AcA jq w@ -- gf f cFl^ jce @cFf SS o J wS ~TSF, sAR AAS cA@ AcOH @SAS |" BFrcc jq @AU AcS  AcU fAg  kH WAv  |
hO wSAU rAr J wR cf^S B , B gc wSAU H@ ~^AU @a -- TS a  "sS   C ZU" | wSAU ~^ASA cHf@ AC UaS  -- UANo   ia ~AScOSf | gU A S -- SfU ~@r @H @H, ~T ~S wS, rcH cS ~@U, ~T S , q  c^ TfH, AS  j wS qFA | wSAU @f ~S mha^F wR -- @SR OT@ c ~cw cUF  A AS, ~O Tos R ^  cFAnTf  ia | AcS  wS cFs^ cFc AaU ~F^ es R dAO@ jce wS ~  TSSq | wS@ @ZSq aA s S J ATAB@ ~FTxv | J hOH ~A m, To, R ZrcF |
j@T AAS rOfSc cTH wSR wqS | sJ SaS J J To @ cF @aS regc | cf^f aR AcS  AcAg^ OS@ UZ ~oS Acmp Lg pr cQ|fR waS cr A@a | cf^S  R Av cT^ -- rpH Acr (wc), s ~L cU (wc) jce rr ASK TfrHe Te Tre AAS waS | AcAg^ TAU@ ~SS d jq c cwS wf c fA j r c OfS @U @ OU ja | r ~Sgc j ~cS wgf | ja AXB^S i@ AcrgcSS, cQ| TBFA, BFAA^S i@ ~B ~S^ TO^, wH^S i@ wR  J ST, sg AO Ac g cH, fS LLgkKH A  jq A@ AT, ~cUcU R -s-c--Uj  @T  AO T TA^ J ~A cB, qFA wSR waS, cQ|f ~^ASA gcwf Av@ ~TSF PSHF @r @ |
~S@ Tq gcAa @ AcS  wS jq To, jq S^AS@ ~SgkA, @S  ~T TS ToF j@v ~cF ~@U jS  --  A@ oq J @iAS:p AU vS T  r, S @ ~AScOSf @r, S A@ gc ~kc ^fUS -- gc ~U @ @S  qAS | ~U J wS j@v kH, TAw@ cF -- sS q "SS  ~@U o, ATAU A ~L" | A@r c @ J R J Ac  AcrK AO R PS@vF knq J@ jgc Z R cI Aa | eA@ c BwA@ cF AAS AaUS ZAS@v ASmp, j@Tn fq AaU J FrS | cr UQ @T, AcAg^ ~SS wS OS Qn J TSSrfU, j@@ J@ j@BS wgf qxvUF@OFU w@ cU s |  rA^c WK j@ coS ~SS AAS wqUS T sS AZc ,  TcU cUf | J ~A AS@v j@ ABS TpF AAS wqUS @S cHf c SA AS S  -- @S mH-~SS jq oH wS OS @ BSF s To R ~SgkA @; ~T s gc rZ | WAS j@ @Tf @B @ ~c SR Ac-~SS AAS wqUS @ cU sR, sR ~T sR  S sR | AS ~SS AcKT AAmA Tk cU wU j@ M^sT Acf KH A@, j-@ J swF n S @a @ ~AT AS R ~S^ q Zc |
cf^S j@c AUf@T @ ~UOS  cUAaUS -- "wS s ~U TS ToF AcAa s,  ToF ~a jq AcFco s, s c S @q UT ~S @, SS @ | jq co s, BfcS B ~c^ eWK, SAS, @A@ - j c j US cF -- jqq U cm -- @SS, j U ~S^U@ cm |" jq AQ TS  AcS  wS AS^ c sR ~S^ ~S^o coAv@ ~T TS ToF BAw Aa, s ~T BfcS@ j@ ~gcSf M^s S @a |

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