Bengali memoir by Mihir Sengupta

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jq ~UZF, ~l j@BS Aa^TkU TSK BfcS-cBF @ASf BcAm rK S @U rK c S cU jZSq AT | BfcS jce TB B  AnT @UR, UQ@Av ~SO @SO cA@ @ s | ~Ac @rUfR A@ c AnT kH @ S ?

r a  @ co ToF UAU j@v r@ ZJB SSS Acr SS  WAa | jZS cUrK, A@ TBwA Z TS ha OfS ~c@F m S, T S, TAgT S @Avq co F @a@Aa | ~c F cU ~M A@a Sq | cq o WvSTn | ~B@ sZS FAcA f Ar\f, AAF@, ArQ@ c TBAPKf aXcr TB TU j@ j@ ZU @ l  ia, ZS Pos o qA@ T^S @ jce  @ ~Tp ~H @ O @ a ~SF  @f ? e cl rAS@ gAK ccF jce AcO B @UR @f Aha^ jce ASgU @S  R sc ?

jc jq cBF @ASf rK @q c | ZS@ kcA@mS jce ~B@ ceUr F^ j@ ~U @ OU jAaUT ASg jce ASg ^S jq gkAT |   @ASfR cU a | cBF SSS cJ@ W W ASg jce ASg TAOf@q o ZAa | cmc  Ql TUAS | q qAR @S j@v S cAU ? ZS a j@ ewT O AccH, ~crF qAkc  cArvq ~g AAa | jZS @a q T@ A@a AcO R ~L TUOS @ |

q ASg ASg @A gkAT ZS s W ~TASr j@ @U ~S^  ASEOU  AcB @AaU,  qA OS @A jTS oF ~T Sq | ggwf ~S@q  ASB ASB T jce ~Ag ~cUcS @ AUZaS | ~AT o ~T jq ~A@Al@ mpAT^S, q T TSF OAv @ AUZc, s  ~cmv   AaU ~T@R |   AaU cUAa, A@ w ~JO S UAw S |

sJ Kv  mpAOH :ZT ~cm ~BR @ OUaS, J  cq @S S @S cT^f U F AaUS, @ @ c AwaS, @ A AQH^f ~cmS  waS, ~c @ c S m@ jZS ~g^ TS @ q eU ~aS | J mpAOH c l@UfS WvS WvS cFZF AcrKH J ~B@ Uf T R ~r ~Ssfq J AUZaS jce vq mgAc@ | ~AT @SAS @S BPSA@ U F qAS |  TS jq S s ~AT BPSA@ AcO ASQ | @v c hOH BfH UR F s @S TSKq ASQ   S | ~ATR Sq | TSA@ QALv BPSA@ Uf @snT j@Tn gv a ~SF @S @B Uw cU ~T TS  S | @S j@v AcrK Uf T c @s@U PSA@ TS ~q s A@a s ~ jTS ~T @ZSq TS S | A@ @ AcO @ Sq | ~AT  Tv AnT ~l ~AT ASB @TS @    jAa, q @ cAU |

sZS wc wmS c a ~T AcAv @UFH-@-~Avg @UAS gv  ~A ZS  @q cr A@a@U o @TFASmv Av emr AaU S | TSA@ A@ A ~crFq T@cA Tc  QAL AaU, A@ ATAve ATAaU Zc j@v ~erwH @ sw ~T @dq AaU S | ZS 1964 U | r @ T cc gqcS cq j wa | ~T ZS Ac@ e @ j@v TvTAv mAL c Tk TF | jU U@ ~^cm cmS, AOA@l jce av qmU qFA cFcm TvTAv gc @q  jce B SAg:r | ~AT ASBR ZS an | jv j@v cF |   Av ZS @rFq A AXg | AOS g sXo UQF Av q ~er ToF @lAl B jce @ewf,  avc cT, ~cT UAU ~S@q rT ST ZS@ cT @TFASmv c A. A. ~q (jT) j  ~@F R ~TSAK@ ~FO lfS | @TFASmv rNv ZS j@vq ArN, v rf |  cq r rn | @H  TS @ S 1962 AOS-g eWK AOS ~nTH@f | cm Av ToF ~S@AS ~w @q Av AcgBS TO A iAaU | AOS-g eWK d U   MJa jce rK@ 1964 ~SAS@ AcgBS |

sXo T ~AT r cA @ jr ~AAS | cFv ASB T @ ZS AR Zc @wB qFA ToFT g gq BST | j AcK @S ~@KH AaU S | 1963 U jZS ~  T    c^ ~U ~UOS Av, AOS g eWK qFA AcKU A j@v j@v @ ~@p  A@ | ZS @TFASmv TSgc^ A @lA jce ~rfU ~OH, snn   US, @A jce c@A TU cr B q OUAaU | s  cq cT TSA@ TSK jce U Ac cT @TFASmv ~er A QA  @H ~T TSA@R R gcq w Ri | A@ ALL@ gc s @TFASmv rS jce Av Tr qFA AcK jce Fwgc AOS R g @ ~nTH@f  AcK ~T @S oH AaU S, q rAT@ STof @Ac, Ar\f, AAF@ ccF R @B@T o   ccF, Ac@ qFA Aco ~T TS gfKH X^ pA @AaU | q X^ ~T TSA@ rA^ cF@ gcq cF AaU | ~T jZS ~ ~w AO^ R TSS Bwv AaU j@v cXo BUr T,  T@ AAmA cTkAZS jce BAvU oTn  @Ac@ ToFT cI Ri c AaU S | TSA@ ~Am jce ~rA^ q @Hq | s c @Ac AAF@ TS TS kB @T, J @TFASmv-AcXK Z Zcq AcTK co @T |

cArU ABU  @@U A@a @TFASmv cFAL emr jAaUT | A@  jTS A@a \UZSf Os S | A J @@BS ST j  BSq | T s cFA  j AcK A@ AaUT AAS ~B ~ Sq | 1971 U ceUr TAsXo T A@mS MB AU AAS AS S | J AcK AcmA ~T AcKcpQ AUZAa | J ST sfS @T@ | ja TST , AsAS TAT ST j R ~S@ @aq AAO, A@U qUT c, AsAS Ac. jT @UB ~T ceU S, Av cQH @Tf fS gOs jce J mf AHA | jJ @q ~B ~ Sq | AHA A@aAS ~w T waS | AAS ~crF Ac ~w T@cf AaUS S, AaUS W A^ | fS  F @ ~cXo R ~S@ q SA@ AAS T@c Acrf S | J  crK ~T Z  2000 U | ZS ~T AcKcpQ @Ar AS | ~T AAXow T@T cqAv  AAS Zc To AaUS jce ~@xi oc @AaUS |

A@ jJ BPSA@ jce TAB@ @B@T AcK ZS ~AT cFAw ~Ag A@aq AcrK BS AAS |  SSBS @a S jce cq m@ ToFT sv@ s BSAa | jJ a ~ j@BS, sJ @ TS   ToF cS WK jce  S ST rXo  \UZ @ A | A@ @ q wgfgc AO sw AS | cS WK Trq@ 1954 U jTAN AScOS @T@ T ZAaUT | ZS ~AT  qg A, j@T mpA ~a | , cArU @@UfS T g c J @AS m cgcS ~S@c ZAa | AAS rcl ~AnT @R cr A@a@U s^ cJOAaUS | c AO@T jce ~BfcS Acf TB@Tf jq TSKAv BfcS @ca s A@mAS @w @va  Ac co@A AAS ASBR BSS S | J BPSA@ BfcS d AaU ~SrfUS ATA ToFT | ~^TS UU BUR J fW@U @vAaU | rK AAS ~RAT AUw sw AAaUS | sk BAS ceUr TAsXo @UR AAS rFw @SAS jce TAsXo An ~erwH @AaUS | J fW ewT@U BfcS ~cS  2008 U, sZS J c AaU 108 cl |

S TrqR @TFASmv Ac cArU Zcq AcZF AaUS | J R ~T swsw Zcq TSF, sAR J Ac  ~T Ac j@v ~Lf @ AaU | ~T cc, BiTrq@ AAS  cUS | 1972 U r Aw sZS -csAn Ac @ sAhaUT, ZS ~T SM@ wUq JA BiTrq  S Trq@ @ AB @AaUS, , AT jZS ? @S Q ? TZ cA AZ S Trq | AAS  AAaUS, jQH  @SFQ ~T^Hq sAhaUT, jZS ZAa Qq | cFv ~AT  BSAa | Zc s AS@v ~Lf  S | cc ~T cA AAT ~l AAi@T g ~c R | @v  ~ TS A@aq S | c cA AAT s A@rf@U @ Acoc jce Apwpcf,  @H jce PcFBf mgccr, cArAU gK ~T WS ~Lf |  R TAH@^U S AaUS S Tr AAT |  @a SAa AAS ~T @@ sM e cA AAT  Z @ ~S | cc aUT c gyn @SF @d @d  ~T AO AaU | 72 j Ac R J c ~AT mf@ AwAa |  S AcK jc @ cU AcrK A@ Sq, c @TFASmv Ac J  ASsS @ ~T BS AaU, ZAaR A@a A@a |

 T cT^f @Tf ToF ~ BS ST @c sJ ~BR cJO ~aS, j@BS ASAZU S, ~BS AXBS rT | BSq ~Ar W | ASAZU jZSR cArUcfq ~aS, AXBS @ZS b@, @ZS Tm | J  ~T ~BR TvTAv swsw ~a | ASAZU ~.j.A  U@ AaUS |

A@ sJ AcK j @ cUUT, J @a @  T T@c c BSfA AcK @S iq Sc sw ~T AS | jZS ~  sZS jqc @Ac@ r ToF SSS c@Ac ~c UT ZS ~T vv ~A fc U | ~SF ~ rBS Tcf T cFv jA sR c U S ~T Q | A@ s  j@BS BSfA A@ @ ~ TSK ASB@ PA @   @T  A@a ZJB AhaUT S | jQn j rv Ri mgAc@ s ~T j@T j@v v gw cmc @Hv @f AaU ? ~AT S AaUT Av AUAv@ AcK cQH @Tf, S AaU ~T j AcK @S ALL@ oH | a c A@ AR ~AT ~M AH AaUT S | cf @U j AS ~S@ AO^ @ ZAa s j AaS AaU ~T OAn j@v AcrK cH, sv@ m c\UcAB cH cUq j@Tn \UZ @ Ai@ | j U ~AT c@Uq SSmS ASB@ Fm ~cm UAa jce ~S@ @ Zc A UR ~S@v eroS @ Aa ASB@ | c j@R Ai@ s jq BSF A@a cqn  ~T c AaU | ~ AcAOn A@a TSK ercR ~ AaUT |  U cvq Z AS |  c ASB@ PA @ jv BSf ~mf@ @ s S |

AcAv sZSv @T, Av U@U @ATAv j@v SS ~A ZU AaU | TS ~a, q @B UQF RZS@ T-TSgc^ AcAg^ BS  , B jce ~ATR l @q sw AAaUT | j ~w, ~U ~UOS qFA BSF j  cA @S j@v W c c^ cFc @  | ZS S @ @ZS ~U, BSAo@F @H Zcq ~Aco  | mSf ewiS nTr c AhaU, q Av ~A j@v @A@ c^cm | sk TS ~a v 1965 U | ~T RZS@ ewiS AT@ @^ AaU cAH@ AT^ g ST j@Av O-ATA @S | q j@Av TA @S ~oASAT U Av ~A U |

TS ~a BFA c Av ~AAv XoS @AaUS |  SpL j@Av wHf U XoSf f wAaU, j T @, T @ ~^@ jq X | q T ~Sgc @AaUT ~S@ TSK  j@An  ewT r f co @ | q @ T sxv w T s^ (1967) j@vS A.A.~q-jT Av TS A@a A@a @B@T @Aa | j A@a@U q S@rUcA WvS | q cv jq ~Am s  AccH A wU R c j@v W jUTU ~UZF | A@ @U v cUq c, SOl q Tv jce ASB@R Ay gc Am @ c S | e TkU @ oq AA | jqc ~r r II AvU  j  cW vWR cA  cS ~a | @U@ ~T O@A jce @A BPSA@ @s@U ~l w c\UcAB OUa ToFKv @ ToF  s^ | j cFAw, AcA@, TAB@ c BPSA@ @SA@ Aq s @ A@a Ug a,  @ ~B ~ cU A S | j sF wgf @S FR Sf  AAS | ce w U Ac q T@ ASF ~Am, ~r^, AcA@ jce TAB@ AcAha^, c^Acha qFA gwq cF@ a | ~B TS , BfcS jq r ~SAo@ j@v r@@ ~AT @S @Bq s @ ASB@ w U AAS | @S A@ Aq S |  AS^q c@ SS Ac jce Itv ToF ASB@ AS UAa | jq aUZU jce j@^ j@v US Ac ASB@ AA @ cHv rK U 1976j ~Fmv c  | qAkc j AS A@a cUAa AcAQ gc UR | jZS ~ A@av @ ~sMA@ c S co |

(~wTf eZF rK c)

(c-44, Ac, 2009 )

jq UZ ~S @TS UwU ?